I like this song. I don't know why.

taylor swift <3

You said it in a simple way,
4 AM, the second day,
How strange that I don't know you at all.

Stumbled through the long goodbye,
One last kiss, then catch your flight,
Right when I was just about to fall.

I told my self don't get attached,
But in  my mind I play it back,
Spinning faster than the plane that took you.

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back, be here, come back be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back, be here, come back be here.

The delicate beginning rush,
The feeling you can know so much,
Without knowing anything at all.
And now that I can put this down,
If I had known what I'd known now,
I never would have played so nonchalant.

Taxi cabs and busy  street,
That never bring you back to me,
Can't help but wish you took me with you.

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back, be here, come back be here.
I guess you're in London today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back, be here, come back be here.

This is falling in love in the cruelest way,
This is falling for you and you're worlds away.

New York, be here.
But you're in London and I break down,
'Cause it's not fair that you're not around.

And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back, be here, come back be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back, be here, come back be here.

I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back, be here.
Come back, be here.

"The past is only the past; you will always have the memories but you do eventually have to let go no matter how hard you want to hang on"

Quote diatas? GUE BANGET sekarang.  Gimana kalo mengulas sedikit? itung-itung refreshing abis sidang KIR. The past is only the past. yap. Waktu ga peduli sama kita, ga peduli kita kecewa, marah, putus asa, atau bahkan seneng banget sampe pengen rasanya minta dia berhenti bentar aja. Iya bahkan bentar aja gabakal mau apalagi minta balik :(. Makanya kita harus nyadar kalo masa lalu ya emang cuma masa lalu. Ga peduli segasuka apa atau sesuka apa kita harus tetep maju. Tetep mencoba buat jadi pribadi yang lebih baik tiap harinya. aamiin Yaa Rabb.

Tapi? Ya Allah itu adil ko. Emang kita gabisa balik lagi. Untuk ngerasain hal yang sama lagi atau bahkan pengen ngubah 'kejadian' itu. gabisa gabisa. but, you will always have the memories .tapi ya, kita dikasih sistem limbik di otak kita buat mengingat, mengenang, apalah pokonya mah inget tentang itu. Kita bisa belajar :). Belajar biar ke depannya bisa jadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Yang lebih berusaha buat senantiasa bermanfaat buat orang lain :)

So? setuju kan sama quote ini. Kita jelas-jelas gaboleh terjebak di 'gampangnya' 'indahnya' 'enaknya' masa lalu:) .but you do eventually have to let go no matter how hard you want to hang on. NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANT TO HANG ON!. yap. gapeduli kita tetep pengen di masa itu. makanya kalo kata Elsa di film frozen si let it go~

Spesial banget buat temen-temen di ADR. Gapeduli enaknya masa-masa SMP dulu. Gapeduli gampangnya dapet nilai bagus, dapet ranking bagus. Diic gagitu. Kita harus samasama jungkir balik buat wisuda bareng-bareng. Jangan sedih liat nilai uas sekarang. Tetep tawakkal dan berdoa sama Allah. Minta yang terbaik sama Allah :). Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. 

"You can't have a better tomorrow, if you don't stop thinking about yesterday"

"Disaat kita seolah-olah udah tau hal yang pasti. Hal yang jelas banget, tapi kita masih percaya sama Rabb kita. Percaya aja kalo Rabb kita selalu memperhatikan keadaan hambaNya. Selalu memilih yang terbaik untuk hambaNya. Dan selalu mengikuti prasangka hambaNya. Itu namanya harapan :')"